It's So funny how things change when You decide what is good for me and I do what is Best for Me . You see , I have found that I have truly given you too much power and control over what is best for me. As if you know me better than I know myself . I mean really? You say how you like my hair, what type of clothes I should wear. The way and when we should have Tango time . Among all the other things that I choose to do for you. I guess this is also the reason why we can't talk anymore. But for the life of me I can't figure out why I have allowed you to do it for so long. You know at first I thought that I could be slipping on my drag. Or maybe I just was falling on my Getty Up. You Know, Not polishing My Brass. So I looked at what you said ,as away of telling me. To tighten up my thang. But as time moved on as I said you started changing the very things that made me be Me. You where no longer happy with the person you met so much so that instead of excepting me. You decided to change me into who you wanted. Never mind that the person you said you loved was very content with whom they have grown to be. I thought that you fell in love with that person.
At least that is what I thought. I mean you said you loved me . But could it be true? You where only in like with me and in love with the person you where trying to create in my being. I don't know how this has gotten started . But I'm determined to make it stop. Because the more I look at the person I have become to please you. The less I see of myself. I was always told that you must give of yourself in a marriage. So you can both be happy. Marriage is supposed to be a partnership between 2 people. Meaning that both of you should be giving of yourself to please your mate. Do the things that I like and I do the things you like. You should be complimenting each other. What ever happen to the things that once brought us both so much joy and happiness. I know things change people change. But if you truly love me, as I love you. We should be bringing out the Best in each other.But it should never be to the point that one losses one's self. That is not Love that is a Dictatorship. Or like master and servant. That is not love or like . I guess that is why we are no longer happy in our relationship. Or why we no longer talk.
Before we start trying to change the people we say we care and love . Look at them real close and make sure it's worth the change. You may very well be taking away the core of the person. That made you want to be with them in the first place. Just Something to think about.
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